I miss my dad

My dad passed away on 4th July he was battling with cancer for 3years.. unfortunately I was pregnant at the time and needed permission for doctor to fly out to see him, I got the permission on Wed morning and by 4pm he passed away..He kept on saying that he was going to come over and stay with us when little one was born for a month, all I wanted for him to meet his grandson..I miss my dad so much he was my best friend, I called him every single day and I never had any secrets from him. Whenever I was down he would cheer me up and he supported me so much, I feel so alone without him and I have no one to talk to, my husband doesn't understand and he says I am depressed but it's just that I depended on my dad so much and without him I am lost. I just wanted some more time with him. My parents broke up when I was 12 and he moved abroad when I was 14 and my mother poisoned me against him, we didn't have a relationship till I was 18 and could go see him myself. I just want him to hold me one more time and tell me everything will be ok