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Post by lizc18 on Aug 26, 2019 19:55:18 GMT
I lost my mom 2 1/2 years ago at the age of 24. It hasn't gotten easier and I feel as though it will never be easy. I still cry just as much now, as I did the day I found out. It was the hardest part of my life. She was always the one to pick me up when I was down and she always knew just what to say. It's so hard being a mom myself with her being gone. She was my sunshine in a cloudy day. I don't know many people my age that have lost their mom as suddenly as I did. I feel like people who havent lost their mom truly don't understand the gut feeling you get every time you think of the day you lost them. I can remember exactly what I was doing and how it felt. Walking into the hospital and just knowing that I was never going to get to tell her how much I loved her again. Sitting next her and crying because all I wanted was my mom and i couldn't reach her. I feel as though it's always going to be painful no matter what.
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Post by sweetart on Sept 27, 2019 3:59:06 GMT
I just lost my mom, I am 38 and I feel cheated like we had so much more to do together. I know how you feel and no one can truly understand unless they have been through this much pain. I don't know how to make it better, but one thing I am going to try and do is be the best mom to my 3 year old daughter as my mom was to me. I am going to try and do the fun things whith her my mom did with me, so in a way I will get to relive those good times and that will keep my mother's memory alive, because I have filled in for her and now I am the mom with a child who looks to me for comfort. It can't replace her, but it will give you a reason to keep living and to try and be happy.
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