Post by twinmommyf on Dec 31, 2019 5:20:20 GMT
My mom died of pneumonia. She was only 66. I feel devastated, like I can't breathe. I have two small kids - twins, 6 years old. The funeral is tomorrow, and I don't even know how I'll get through it. I've been constantly thinking about how much time on this earth I still have to endure without her, and it terrifies me. Why can't I be ok for my kids? Why do I feel like I don't want to go on without my mom when I still have them?