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Post by naygreen on Feb 4, 2017 4:19:11 GMT
My mom left us 9/15/2015 3:35a.m. 4years after my father passed, I have been having the most difficult time trying to handle the loss and not completely crumble from the aching pain in my heart, my mom was such a beautiful spirit that I believe God fashioned special for me and my siblings, I'm the youngest of 4. Im so lost without her, I find myself crying to the point of feeling like I can't breathe, I wish I could turn back the hands of time and hold her longer, kiss her more, laugh more, cry together and just be the best friends we were, but I know I'll never get those times back, just memories now, I'm deeply hurting and I'm not sure if anyone in my family or friend circle even realizes how much.
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Post by courtney1024 on Feb 22, 2017 1:51:16 GMT
Hi,
I was searching for grief counselors when I found this board.
I lost my Mom four months ago after a 6 month terminal cancer diagnosis. I, too, feel overwhelmed at times by the grief but also by the guilt. I wish I could go back and spend more time with her. Tell her more how much I appreciated her. Tell her how much she meant to me. Although deep down I know she knew all those things, she went very quickly at the end and we never had a chance to really say goodbye. She was still so strong and courageous though and I know that was another way of her protecting us. Seeing her strength somehow made us strong. I sometimes feel like there are few people I can really talk to anymore because at first every one is there for you but then you get the feeling they think you should be moving on in the grief process and it makes people uncomfortable to talk about it. I sometimes get so sad because I feel like there is no one else on earthy that feels the sadness I feel from missing her. I know my brother feels the pain of our loss but he wasn't as close to her as I was and I just feel so alone in my grief. Reading other posts on this forum somehow comforts me to know I'm not alone in the pain I feel. Sending comfort and love to all of those daughters (and sons) out there who feel a huge gaping hole in their heart right now but are doing their very best to continue on living a life that will never be the same again.
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