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Post by pokey580 on Aug 10, 2019 9:28:55 GMT
I just lost my mom to cancer a month ago. My mom lost her battle of 3 years to cancer. My mom was my Bestfriend she was someone I could count on. Past month has not been the same I’m learning to adapt with the fact that she is gone. Although I am glad she is no longer in pain it just hurts me because I feel like this emptiness is never going to go away. I’m pushing away all my friends I don’t want to talk to anyone sometimes, most of the time I just want to cry. I’m trying to put myself back together I have a 9 year old that depends on me. At times I feel like I have no one to talk to no one that can understand this pain I’m feeling that’s why most of the time I keep it to myself just hoping to get by.
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Post by sweetart on Sept 27, 2019 4:16:32 GMT
I just lot my mother 2.5 weeks ago, I know how you're feeling. My mother was my best friend and my cheerleader she was always there for me, and I can't imagine life without her. I looked at my 3 year old daughter tonight and I realized she was looking at me the way I looked at my mother, and it gave me the feeling like the torch has now been passed and I am the mom and I am the cheerleader and that I need to take on the role my mother left empty. Its important to take care of yourself, but sometimes having a Purpose, a reason to keep going is what you have to hold onto. Do the things you did with your mother with your child, share those things so she lives on with you two. The thing that made her so special is all the good times you had with her, it's time now to give that special gift of memories to your child. The pain will never go away, because the love will never go away, but you can dull the pain with the joy and happiness you will share with your child.
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